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Friday 21 January 2022

My Ruin Tribute EP

 June 10th

Do you remember those words you whispered to me on that fateful day in Italy Mr B?
I can hear you singing face on fire blue skies your eyes my beautiful liar
I'm still breathing you can't kiss me kill me darling
I know you miss me can't resist me call me Miss B I love it when you call me Miss B.
Can you hear me talking can you see me red lights my lips she can never be me...
She can never be me now I'm screaming what can I break my heart's broken...
Silverlake, San Francisco, Switzerland, Lacunza, England, Budapest, Mulhouse,
June 10th, June 10th do you remember June 10th I can't forget June 10th...

I remember when we met do you remember or do you forget?
You were so perfect, so pure like an angel you were like an angel... amen
And I remember thinking I remember thinking my God, my God he is just so beautiful,
So fucking amazing and every night, every night I would watch you I would watch you watching me And we swore, we swore that night that nothing would come between us 
That no-one would come between us do you remember?
Ecstasy in Pari laying down in the middle of the street in the middle of the night
In the centre of you I was humbled by your power on the 9th plane 666 Acacia Avenue,
Somewhere in hell digging the hell out of you, digging the hell in you
My co conspirator, my executioner, my sacrificial lamb,
My friend, my lover, my martyr are you my enemy now?
You once asked me Is Existence All We Share?
You tell me when you remember June 10th, do you remember June 10th?

Stinkface

WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I SHUT MY MOUTH?
Open it wide LET THE SHIT COME OUT!
WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I SHUT MY MOUTH?
Open it WIDE let the SHIT come OUT
Be MY MUSE as I SCREAM FOR YOU KILL MY MOOD like you ALWAYS DO!
You're only as STRONG as the WEAKEST LINK
AND YOUR FACE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING STINKS
LIFE WRECKING BITCH better TURN MY CHEEK OR SHIT MIGHT HIT THE FAN THIS WEEK!
STINKFACE DON'T THINK YOU CAN'T BE REPLACED
STINKFACE TOLD YOU TWICE BETTER BE NICE

WHO AM I KIDDING because I CAN'T PRETEND...
YOU DON'T REALLY WANNA BE MY FRIEND!
PUSH ME to that PLACE I FEAR And we'll see WHO'S left STANDING HERE!
TREAT ME like you TREAT YOURSELF just DON'T expect MY RESPECT or HELP
BAD ASS BITCH you'd better SUCK IT UP OR SOMEONE JUST MIGHT GET FUCKED UP!
STINKFACE DON'T THINK YOU CAN'T BE REPLACED
STINKFACE TOLD YOU TWICE THAT YOU'D BETTER BE NICE

WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I SHUT MY MOUTH?
Open it wide LET THE SHIT COME OUT!
WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN I SHUT MY MOUTH?
Open it WIDE let the SHIT come OUT
Be MY MUSE as I SCREAM FOR YOU KILL MY MOOD like you ALWAYS DO!
You're only as STRONG as the WEAKEST LINK
AND YOUR FACE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING STINKS
LIFE WRECKING BITCH better TURN MY CHEEK OR SHIT MIGHT HIT THE FAN THIS WEEK!
STINKFACE DON'T THINK YOU CAN'T BE REPLACED
STINKFACE TOLD YOU TWICE BETTER BE NICE

Weightless

Talk to me tell me I'm not skinny but you think I'm so pretty
Rockstars have to be thin I'm afraid you wanna know how much do I weigh WHAT?
Weightless you can't market me
Faceless so blind you can't see
Showcasing we played for your ego that follows me wherever we go FUCK.. YOU!
Weightless you can't market me
Faceless so blind you can't see

Whats my size whats my shape?
Look at me I am raped!
Not anorexic or heroine chic...
I'm no waif model because I fucking eat!
Weightless you can't market me
Faceless so blind you can't see me

Insincerity insecurity no integrity there is no purity
I will not apologize for scaring you...
You are everything that's wrong with America!

Made to Measure

I was born like this with hips like this lips like this and wrists like this
Legs like this and arms like this a fist like this to hit you with, now
You're like school on Sunday you ain't got no class
You keep running your mouth but you can kiss my ass!
Not made to measure one size does not fit all
I will not be the one you make to take the fall

I got the curves to fear, the words to feel
When I scream I've heard them say I've got the voice to heal
You don't need to be sorry you don't need to be saved
You just need to be proud of the body that God gave
Not made to measure one size does not fit all
I will not be the one you make to take the fall

Listen to me say I'm so fat Im fucked up I'm so skinny I'm sick
I'm tired of the magazines talking that bullshit!
I'm not fat, you're fucked up I'm not skinny, you're sick
I'm just tired of the critics who keep talking that bullshit
I was born like this with eyes like this teeth like this and thighs like this
A face like this, a waist like this and when I die.I'll die like this now
You're like school on Sunday you ain't got no class
You keep running your mouth but I just might kick some ass!
Not made to measure one size does not fit all
I will not be the one you make to take the fall

Let me hear you say you're so fat you're fucked up you're so skinny you're sick 
You're so tired of the magazines talking that bullshit!
You're not fat or fucked up you're not skinny or sick
You're just tired of the critics who keep talking that bullshit
NOW WHAT What you gonna say next time you SEE US?
NOW WHAT What you gonna say next time you SEE ME?

Middle Finger

You’d like to think that you know me well  you never thought I would ever tell
Signed a deal with the Devil then I told him to go straight to hell
I’d like to take you by your hand and bash your skull in with a bat
I’d like to cut you down to size while I pray for your demise
And this time I won’t be nice  I’d like to end your fucking life
You’re all talk but your words are empty the big shot you pretend to be
You’re all talk but your words are empty my middle finger is all you get from me

You’d like to think that you know me well  you never thought I would ever tell
Signed a deal with the Devil then I told him to go straight to hell
I’d like to pull your insides out and push your heart into your mouth
I’d like to crucify your wrists and drive the nails in with my fists
And this time I won’t be nice I’d like to end your fucking life
You’re all talk but your words are empty the big shot you pretend to be
You’re all talk but your words are empty my middle finger is all you get from me

And you can blame me so you feel better I know the truth and I’ve read your letters
D is for Devil the great misleader D is for Devil the great deceiver
D is for Devil the great offender D is for Daniel the great pretender
You’re all talk but your words are empty the big shot you pretend to be
You’re all talk but your words are empty my middle finger is all you get from me
I’d like to watch your face turn blue as I hold this grudge against you
Take my vengeance out on you make my violent fantasy come true

Morning Prayer/Beauty Fiend

Last night I had a dream I was drowning again you grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety
As I looked into your eyes I saw my saviour the person that I knew had been there all along
Just waiting for the chance to kill me we kissed and my mouth started to bleed
Then all my teeth fell out I hate it when that happens

IT'S TRUE...I'VE GOT DEMONS INSIDE ME
AND SOMETIMES...THEY NEED TO SPEAK
MY DARK PLACES...MAKE ME FEEL UGLY
MY LIPS ARE GLOSSED BUT MY HEART IS WEAK
I'M DISEASED AS SEEN ON TV PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING PRETTY OR SEXY
BUT GOD NEVER BLESSED ME HERE'S WHAT YOU'LL FIND
NEXT TIME YOU UNDRESS ME...
Scars Wounds I'm BRUISED watch me bleed I'm your beauty watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND

ONCE AGAIN WITHOUT PERFECT TEETH I BEGIN 
THE DREAM AS I SLEEP SOON I'VE SINNED MY SKIN IS STILL THICK 
MY MOUTH AS ALWAYS IS BRUTALLY HONEST
AT MY CALMEST I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING
HOW IT FEELS TO BE EXPLOITED AND RATED
NUMBER ONE, TWO OR SEVENTEEN
FUCK WHAT THEY PRINT IN THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES
Scars Wounds I'm USED watch me bleed I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed beauty queen watch me bleed I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND

STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't touch me DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME
Don't touch me WHY?
Can't you see beyond my skin
SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!
Watch me bleed I'm no beauty watch me bleed Beauty queen
Watch me bleed I'm the beauty watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND

Why can't you see beyond my skin SIZE, MY SHAPE, MY ASS, MY TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!
Stuck inside this mask of mine there's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME...PIG!

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