You can't blame Peter Steele for exploiting his stunning physical attributes, good looks(ok his front teeth. well since his dad was principally Polish and Russian Pete probably gnawed on a lot of pickled pigs feet, lol. in my girlfriend's girlfriend -- naughty but funny -- it was said they made false nice looking teeth to go over his almost missing front teeth)...continued : and his charisma on stage. but in real life he took less advantage of his talents. they say he had a self deprecating sense of humor.
He was a Brooklyn boy and had that Brooklyn attachment to family and friends. they drove him bonkers. the bastards got the usual dumb ass judge's order to put him in a mental health facility. Shrinks are unwitting Dr. Mengele's and torture you with a certain class of drugs called neuroleptics. whether atypical(new like abilify where you can't stop pacing-the dance to death side effect called akathisia - and many on it have jumped out windows)....or the old ones like thorazine or haldol which make you feel buried alive. in one or two songs he mentions the hellish experience but not directly.
I have experienced this type of torture and was not even violent. you can calm a person down and make him/her feel better with something like benzos or phenobarbital. whether you have a psychotic or neurotic break is due to frustration and/or emotional or physical suffering. if he was going through the alcohol or drug induced violence or just acting crazy he would have been better off going to rehab and "get loaded up" with phenobarbital.
I'm not saying his family is bad, but they were different from him, an artist but with those working class roots. that's what kept him close to them. and it was no match made in heaven. the pharma/psych industry tells you your brain chemicals just go off the scale. THAT IS SUCH BULLSHIT.
IT'S WORSE THAN A LIE BECAUSE THEY USE INTERPRETIVE BRAIN SCANS WHICH IS NOT SCIENCE. WE ALL ARE BORN WITH DIFFERENT MENTAL AND PHYSICAL CONSTITUTIONS WHICH IS TRUE, BUT IT IS HOW OTHER BEHAVE TOWARDS US, HOW WE BEHAVE TOWARDS OURSELVES, AND HOW WE BEHAVE TOWARDS OTHERS IS WHAT DETERMINES IF WE GO NUTS, HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN OR ARE STABLE. ITS THE PROBLEMS OF LIVING WHICH IS CAUSE AND NOT EFFECT.
The Big Pharma/mental health industry wants you to believe this outrageous, all of a sudden your genes cause your brain chemicals go haywire for no reason and you start thinking you are the King of Spain, or crying too much, or go violent because of this. it's like saying the stimulus was your blushing face, and the response was an embarrassing remark from someone to you.
THEY HAVE IT TOTALLY ASS BACKWARDS. In addition the vast majority of crazy fuckers are not violent. 98% of all violence is committed by "normal" persons. question normality. however it is true that alcohol more than any drug with the exception of meth, is the most violence inducing drug of all.
April 14, 2010 Pete died of an aortic aneurysm, not from drugs or booze. that type of cardiac death is often caused by stress.
I miss him. He's in a better place now, God bless him.
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