As I Feed The Flames Of Hate
A conspiratory silence fills my mind a hardly mentioned name
Yet it permeates my every move power of will is hardly enough
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary sense of completeness.
Pretense, my own parody as played by me to humiliate no one
But myself. this foolish game I play my spirit being subjected to ever new,
Devious plots by my mind permanently scars my soul etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain,
Struggling to maintain my battered sanity brings relief while rest is an euphemism for torture.
Denying myself the memories only worsens the flood of emotion
Drowning me every time as I struggle to maintain my composure.
It's asking to deny the reason for my existence because I feel that somewhere, somehow
Our two paths will join at one point through some spiritual, yet tangible bond
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful attempts and insignificant conspiracies to
Eradicate her from my heart.
Meanwhile I bludgeon pain into a manageable mold
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to pass as I maintain
Hidden behind impermeable walls of my own bullshit
In Contempt
Committing to sound what words will not express
What lies can not divert and rip into shreds
Living snapshots of events a violent maze of lies like silence standing still
A testimony of accusations carving out a frozen landscape
Filled with twisted form of faceless cowards and frozen faces
The arrogant and hollow crumble beneath the boots of truth like shadows standing still
A testimony of accusations carving out a frozen landscape
Filled with twisted forms of faceless cowards and frozen faces
A crumbling image, an empty shell lies of which sustain like statues standing
Committing to sound what words will not express
What lies can not divert and rip into shreds
Arguments ablaze the stress turns the minds alive
Dysgenics
Think you've got the control a string of words I've heard before
Tread the path, walk the line you let yourself believe the lies
Your whole life is just an empty shell abandoned soul, angel from hell
Eyes fixed on you I see your thoughts pierce the darkness
Words flow from your soul bring to life the lifeless
No image can replace, the dark fall from your grace
Dreams last as long as it takes to remember they always fade
When all is said and done you'll see that there's still only one
Pain you caused, hate you filled there's not much left of you so called will
So now you look, and now you find the truth in a cesspool of lies
Wake up you're in disorder wake up you've got nothing to give
Legions Of The Betrayed
In the ruins of my mind I curse your name with hatred
I cast you down, throttled with a burden of a thousand sins.
As you drown in lakes of my tears
Sentenced to inhale my misery I reject!!!
Condemned, broken, your mangled body beaten to a pulp
Unmoved my blows of hatred
Your trusting eyes remain fixed on mine
As you fade, I charge you with my crimes I betray!
I can not comprehend the logic behind your sacrifice
As you caress me with your broken hands I break them again,
Spitting venom into your tired eyes
Contorted from my vile hate you remain unfallen
Condemned, broken, your mangled body beaten to a pulp
Unmoved my blows of hatred
Your trusting eyes remain fixed on mine
As you fade, I charge you with my crimes I betray!
To the chorus of a thousand moans
Traitors leading the legions of the betrayed
Nocturnal Reflections
In the darkness of the night
I stop and wonder if my existence
Has changed the world in any way
Have I been noticed
Or am I just another, whose flesh and blood,
Presence on Earth
Is only for the sake of another soul
Drifting away with time.
In the darkness of the night
I stop and wonder if my existence
Has altered the world in any way.
Fate's Descent
My body rests in a dark chamber as I am receiving final farewells
A saddened silence fills the air the smell of flowers, the smell of death
The latch is opened, my skin reflects the light a short prayer is recited in my honour
Some take a step forward, their stares descend looks of deception, looks of despair
Some are faceless, some are caught in the moment
Communication at light speed occurs faster than words can be expressed
One-way telepathy provides the living souls a sense of presence when left alone
A mental sketch is tattooed on their minds time to say their "adieux" arrives
My vessel sealed, a cold breeze strikes the world beyond I am imprisoned from the world of light
Some induce tears, hostage to emotion
Looking from above, I can feel their pain I will guide
Purity resists, faith will overcome I survive
They forgive my sins, I can feel the peace of my life
Looking through their souls
Timeless sense of loss, overtaking thee I will guide
With a mere remorse, they will call to me I survive
Tell the secrets of an unforgotten past of my life
Looking through my soul
Voiceless but present some can feel it, some ignore the forces
As I descend into the depths of goodbyes
The raining earth is bestowed upon my being as I watch over and comfort thee
A last prayer in unison begins forever lasting, words do not die priceless balance
You feel I have abandoned you, but it is you who left me behind
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