Anesthesia

Like a flash of light in an endless night life is trapped between two black entities
Because when you trust someone, illusion has begun no way to prepare, impending despair
Did one say so cruel tis better to love than lose ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss
So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned remember desire only fuels the fire liar
Betwixt birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead
Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware be scared
I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love

Are ten thousand tears worth a single smile when you give an inch, will they take a mile?
Longing for the past but dreading the future if not being used, well then you're a user and a loser
World renowned failure at both death and life given nothingness, purgatory blight
To run and hide, a cowardly procedure options exhausted, except for anesthesia anesthesia
I don't feel anything I don't feel anything I don't feel anything I don't feel anything