Shoots And Ladders
Ring around the rosies pocket full of posies ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Ring around the rosies pocket full of posies ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
One, two, buckle my shoe three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks seven, eight, lay them straight
London Bridge is falling down London Bridge is falling down my fair lady
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone this old man came rolling home
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone this old man came rolling home
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Ring around the rosies pocket full of posies ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Ring around the rosies pocket full of posies ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies pushing all the mercy down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me come on, gonna put you on the ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me you think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me you take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me and I'll pull the trigger and you're down
Why are you trying to make fun of me you think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me you take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died they all screamed, and cried
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
When Will This End
Spinning inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now when will this end?
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame when will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me is your endless hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now when will this end?
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame when will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right through
My God I hate this always take shit can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this I just take this as this goes on and on
End when will this end?
I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame when will this end?
Black Is The Soul
As it all falls down, do I walk away
Or do I stand my ground and accept my fate
And there's the faceless cries, that twist my every dream
And almost every night, I hear the demon sing
Why are we going on this way why do we play these games in vain
Nothing's gonna break it down and build us back again
So why did the path have to lead this way black is the soul that's led astray
You're leading me to places I can never follow
Happiness is found in the darkest ways
And as I search around I knew nothing but mistakes
And there's the faceless cries, that twist my every dream
And almost every night I hear the demon sing
And when you scream you push me so much further than
And when I leave I always walk right back again
And when you cry the tears are cleansing bitterness
I'm out of time, I'm slowly dying give me back my LIFE!
Just give me back my life just give me back my life!
Why are we going on this way why do we play these games
Nothing's gonna break it down and build us back again
So why did the path have to lead this way
Black is the soul that's led astray
You're leading me to places I can never follow
As it all falls down do I walk away
Or do I stand my ground there's nothing left to say
Blind
Are you ready?!
This place inside my mind a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances what if I should die?!
A place inside my brain another kind of pain
You don't know the chances I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances what if I should die?!
A place inside my brain another kind of pain
You don't know the chances I'm so blind!
Deeper and deeper and deeper as I dream to live a life that seems to be
A lost reality that can never find a way to reach my inner self-esteem is low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines I can't see I'm going blind I'm blind
The Darkness Is Revealing
Here behind the curtain lies a darkness feeding
Pooled inside, in hunger cries, and still it's eating
Everything I had to hide is all on my sleeve
In behind the curtain lies my soul, I'm bleeding
And I see it can't believe it and the sun goes down taking my heart
What is this I'm feeling is it a new beginning?
Am I purging past regrets facing the hurt I'm dealing?
How does one start healing the darkness is revealing
The bittersweet reality that this is the help I'm needing
Why must I be bastardized? My essence flees
Search my mind and all I find is banded feeling
Once you pull the bandage off, you feel the sting
Only way to fix it is through painful suffering
And I see it can't believe it and the sun goes down taking my heart
Take a look around, it's the morning star coming for me
Take a look around, it's the morning star coming for me
Is he friend, is he foe, is he high, is he low?
Where the fuck I'm supposed to go where the fuck I'm supposed to go?
Take a look around, another morning star, it's coming for me
Take a look around, another morning star, it's coming for me
Is he friend, is he foe, is he high, is he low?
Where the fuck I'm supposed to go where the fuck I'm supposed to go?
Feel me, heal me all that's in me give it all back I can't have this
Feeling, failing all that's creating fuck out get the fuck out
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