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Monday, 11 January 2021

Monster Magnet Tribute EP

God Says No

Firing my friend but I come back again and again
I just can't pretend one more step and I'll start to bend
You try and live and God says no
We go on our way just waiting for that lucky day
I tried every way just so that God can blow me away
I need some love to start the show but ask just once and God says no
A lot of dust slides through my head scary thoughts like wishing we were dead
You won't get caught if you don't get queer and you'll be ready for a new frontier

It's good to be bad it's the best time you'll ever have
What the hell is this ultra sad pray for your cool and work on that ass
You learn too much you'll never know just start to laugh and God says no
A point of life flies through my head a scary thought like I was someone else
And don't get lost now and show no fear and you'll be ready for a new frontier
A lot of dust slides through my head and scary thoughts like wishing we were dead
You won't get caught if you don't get queer and you'll be ready for a new frontier

Unbroken (Hotel Baby)

Drowning in your puddle, waiting at the sky sucking on your daddy's cigar
I'm your destination, I'm the reason why lemma take a look at your scars
Bought a line of shit now you wanna sell it back to me
Come on down to the hotel baby I can be what you want me to be
You can choke on your own medication I can watch myself on T.V. 

Bathe in all the money love yourself to death bow before the serpent in fire
Ride your little pony until you're soaking wet scream at God and call him a liar
Bought a line of shit now you wanna sell it back to me
Come on down to the hotel baby I can be what you want me to be
You can choke on your own medication I can watch myself on T.V. 

Shut your mouth you big fucking baby you can't be what I want you to be
Go on choke on your own medication I can tell you a lie you believe

Monolithic

You know you're quite a hot topic you gotta nothing in your head
You got your ass in the back seat we all agree you're over fed
You're from the suck generation like a doggie with a bone
You like your lame fucking music you love talking on your phone
You're stone monolithic I smell it on your breath you gotta about nothing to say
Keep spending all your money and love yourself to death until Daddy takes your T-Bird away

You want a new load of garbage I'd love to drop it at your door
Your gonna eat it little piggy you always gotta have some more
You're stone monolithic I smell it on your breath you gotta about nothing to say
Keep spending all your money and love yourself to death until Daddy takes your T-Bird away

Cyclops Revolution

Cut off your legs, for you are too slow
I cut off my hair, I won't need it where I'm gonna go
As the nine heads bleed, over all that is mine
Kiss the mouth of the scorpion because Odin sayeth it's time
The sound of ringing bells, of cars smacking into trees
The sign of brother power, coming down to me
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, not you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, not you

I'm gonna cry me a river, a river of tears
I'm gonna crawl back in my room now, and boil up some fear
I'm gonna eat me a mountain, a mountain of pills
Ain't got no revolution, but I can fuck an angel
I've got mine, I've got mine, I've got mine, fuck you
I've got mine, I've got mine, I've got mine, fuck you

2000 Light Years From Home

Sun turning around with graceful motion
We're setting off with soft explosion
Bound for a star with fiery oceans
It's so very lonely, you're a hundred light years from home

Freezing red deserts turn to dark energy here in every part
It's so very lonely, you're six hundred light years from home

It's so very lonely, you're a thousand light years from home
It's so very lonely, you're a thousand light years from home

Bell flight fourteen you now can land
See you on Aldebaran, safe on the green desert sand
It's so very lonely, you're two thousand light years from home
It's so very lonely, you're two thousand light years from home

Little Bag Of Gloom

Take your pills, take your pets, and go rolling down the road
I got a nasty little blues, thanks to your last episode
Well you're so cold and I'm so gray, and I can hardly save the day
Think we're falling into darkness, running blind

You got troubles, yes it's true, and they all begin with you
If you don't let somebody in, you're gonna die in liar's gin
But you never wanna row, towards the origin of stones
And you locked away your heart, one more time

So take your books, take your broom, take your Little Bag of Gloom
And I'm lost, and I'm through, and I'm crying out for truth
Maybe when you're all alone, you'll realise where love comes from
But until you take that time, you're just blind

Budgie Tribute EP

Who Do You Want For Your Love?

Well, I ain't got nothing I got nothing to say to the right one
I don't need nothing I got nothing to feel for the bright one
I ain't loving you dear, running away with no one
Who do you want for your love?
I got nothing taking my time, I'm a wild one, one
And if I'd ever tried another to stay, I'll lie like a son
I don't know when who can play at the same way
Who do you want for your love?

I ain't messing burn your hand don't you ever turn your back on a friend
Slowly come girl, to my bed underrated, underfed, dead!
I've been getting bad vibes living in the smoke
Try and tell you good friend but it sounds a joke
Giving up the good things changing all my ways
Meat is going bad girl, now I will be saved I wish I could be strong
Living with the good wins, that I wear them long
Now hear me calling out your name has a lesson there's a game
Don't you fool it, do it friend keep your cool girl or you're dead

Crash Course In Brain Surgery

Look inside and you will see the words are cutting deep inside my brain
Thunder burning quickly burning knife of words is driving me insane

Raven black is on my track he shows me how to neutralize the knife
Show to me in surgery the art of fighting words to conquer life

Now the wicked lance of fear is driven from my heady mountain brain
Crash course in brain surgery has stopped the bloody knife of words again

Breadfan

Breadfan, open up your mind, open up your purse open up your bones, never, never gonna lose it.
Breadfan, take it all away, never give an inch gotta make a mint, gotta make me a million.
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend's gonna lose it in the end, who's a fool.
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man stay a ghost, stay what you wanna be.

Loser, give it all away, never stay with the winner with the man with all the filthy money.
Come on, keep it on the side, with a ride on a record on the top if you're gonna be a bad boy.
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend's gonna lose it in the end, who's a fool.
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man stay a ghost, stay what you wanna be.

Breadfan, open up your mind, open up your purse open up your bones, never, never gonna lose it.
Breadfan, take it all away, never give an inch gotta make a mint, gotta make me a million.
Breadfan, you got it wrong, some long time friend's gonna lose it in the end, who's a fool.
Seagull, give it all away, stay a bird, stay a man stay a ghost, stay what you wanna be.

We're All Living In Cuckooland

I can see we're tumbling down to earth
As for me I'm falling for all I'm worth
Everything that's wrong isn't right for me
I'm not wrong cos right is the way to be
You know, you know we're all living in cuckooland!

All the killers celebrate victory
Unbelievers check out your history
And all the helpers dying to help you out
Everybody's drinking us to a drought, no doubt
You know, you know we're all living in cuckooland!

Words are twisted so you can't understand
The aural menace spreading across this land
Even love is hated for being good
That'll end when people do what they should do
You know, you know we're all living in cuckooland!

If I Were Brittania - I'd Waive The Rules

Some people try to tell me that life is a joy others think I'm crazy when I say it's a toy
Only the lonely understand that it's true only Britannia has the right to waive the rules
Any man can realize that love is not a sin all you do is shake it up and then you let it in
Any man can realize that life is just a toy take a chance and waive the rules and make your time a joy

I met a woman the other day, she told me that it was egg on my face
It was a certain disgrace, I can't take it no more
I'm just insisting I do understand I'll never be a part of the band
They start to teach you at school if I were Britannia, I'd waive the rules
Temptation's on your mind, it's gonna make your body high
Although you know it was only pride, but I paid

You'll earn your ticket out of rock and roll but some are pulling you home
I take it that you don't know, it's just a part of the show
They couldn't make me see why there ain't no blue in the sky that's like they teach you at school
Temptation's on your mind, it's gonna make your body high
Although you know it 's pride if I were Britannia, I'd waive the rules

You're The Biggest Thing Since Powdered Milk

You're the biggest thing since powdered milk believe for me it's true 
I can't give you any old thing but we just got to be good too 
My kinda woman in an all time winning gaffe 
I knew some sunny story about a novel and a man
Though it hurts me when I cry woman child give it all to me

You're the biggest thing since powdered milk believe for me it's true
I can't give you my guitar it's all decided blue
You're all I ever want  I need you more and more
But I don't need nobody else to give me what I came here for
Though it hurts me when I cry woman child give it all to me

Watch out or the woman will ruin my soul watch out or the woman will take you whole
Woman to woman no tears, my soul that kinda of a woman will ruin my home
And when you want him you tell him 24, tell him 24
The mind is burning bright lights in my brain my mind is confusing the rich with the sane
Woman to woman not afraid of the snow believe me woman don't lead me home
And when you want him you tell him 24, tell him 24
What kind of a woman will ruin my soul what kind of a woman will leave me whole

Vomitous Creatures & Cretins/The Fascists Lay In Wait

Vomitous Creatures and Cretins

Charlatans with no morals, have brought us these sorrows, and we have no one to blame⁠⠀
But ourselves we’ve allowed, what can only be now, called a moment of national shame⁠⠀
With confederate piousness, standing tall on the Dias, armed gunman plunder our Congress⁠⠀
When American flags, are replaced with Donald Trump flags, only now do they⁠ see how we’ve regressed⁠⠀
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Fiery speeches, puked by lecherous leeches, the vomitous creatures and cretins⁠⠀
Conspiracies shouted, her truth has been routed, as liberty lays raped and beaten⁠⠀
And we would be fool, not to call this a coup, months in the making this game⁠⠀
Too little too late, did the tech giants wait, as the country went up into flame⁠⠀
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The police remained calm, as white men looted on, the QAnon's who feigned so much disgust⁠⠀
At when Kaepernick kneeled, because black boys were killed, in silent protest⁠ to the unjust
They attacked freedom‘s property, then claimed that it ought to be, OK to kill black kids for the same⁠⠀
God forbid it was Target, that might make them a target, police trigger-fingers itching to tame⠀
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Black folks died for fake $20's, for toy guns they lost plenty, 2020 our national reckoning⁠⠀
Now in 2021, the MAGA’s have come, to the tune of Trump's pied piper beckoning⁠⠀
And with nary a scratch, a few cans of teargas, to the terrorist attempting a coup⁠⠀
They looted with amnesty, to democracies travesty to be white, in the red, WHITE, and blue

The Fascists Lay In Wait

And all the while remembering the wolves are at the gate,
Smiling as their teeth drip blood the fascists lay in wait

The Twitter ban, a bitter man, has left a fallen despot
The violence, barely silenced, oh the rats have all but leapt off
Abandon ship they claw and rip, to make their own escape
Whitewash the facts, seditious acts, his aura they must shake
And all the while remembering the wolves are at the gate,
Smiling as their teeth drip blood the fascists lay in wait

Never forgive, never forget, the enabler‘s and the traitors
Who peddled lies, and didn’t hide, whom they declared their savior
Insurrection, with protection, by a sitting president
Five lives dead, in pools of red, blood on their hands so evident
And all the while remembering the wolves are at the gate,
Smiling as their teeth drip blood the fascists lay in wait

And yet the leaders said we need to move on now and heal
The coup has failed, this ship has sailed, none of this was real
So close your lying eyes and ears, we speak only the truth
These seeds of hate, now strangulate, destroy them at the root
And all the while remembering the wolves are at the gate,
Smiling as their teeth drip blood the fascists lay in wait

Law & Order/Her Eagles Head In Mourning

Her Eagles Head In Mourning

Traitors and the treacherous pardons for the pardonless. 
Forgiveness for the unforgivable caress me abuser, for why I want thy love? 
Asking for respect from the ones who only shun. 
Inequalities left barren as were cast unto the flame. 
Sycophants and senators laughing with no shame.

Snake oil salesman salivate, the fools they have unearthed. 
Predators of prey they come to pounce as they subvert. 
The lying liars lie their way to ever-growing heights. 
The dollars given daily drench the flames of the far-right. 
Proud boys proudly pandering to racist thugs with crosses.
Invited by, inciting endless violence for their bosses.

Never let the naysayers needle us with guilt.
Fight the bloody battles against the horrors that they've built. 
Be warrior, be wanderer, be seeker full of rage. 
Nomadic laurels never rest, they free this mortal cage. 
This failed coup of Ku Klux Klan should serve all as a warning.
Democracy is dying, her eagles head in mourning.

Law & Order

Law and order bellowed the most corrupt of presidents.
Law and order echoed all the throne-sniffers and sycophants. 
Stop the count and stop the steal cried most constituents
Swallowing their every lie, content in their belligerence

The lying lawmakers made it known the rich need breaks on taxes
12 seditious senators subvert the People’s will all to distract us
Racist thugs descend on the cities itching for reactions
The so-called patriots-for-Christ, fascistic in their actions

And all the while pandemics raged as leaders they vacationed
The leaders golfed and played their games to America’s conflagration
They dined with golden cutlery on freedoms mutilation
And wiped their filthy lips with rags of family separation

The bread lines forms for miles and miles as good folks lost their salaries
The tech barons robbed and robbed and served up plates of empty calories
Billionaires lobbied for protections against workers and equality
While nonchalantly outsourcing their jobs with camp frivolity

The people thought the rich would let them climb inside their axis 
Pretending that they cared, while they besmirched and then attacked us
Their bellies getting fatter off the lower classes taxes
Well I say eat the rich my friends, start sharpening your axes 

Tuesday, 5 January 2021

Narcissism & Being Right

Narcissists are always right in their own eyes as they feel they are better than others, their way is always the right way. They think in black and white and there has to be either a winner or a loser in most things, whatever you say they will say the opposite. The narcissist will even argue over really silly, small things just to get their own way, this must make them feel like the winner.They are know it alls but know nothing. It completely resonates with me , i experienced it personally that any arguments ,any reasonings, facts  you refer them to are only fuel that flare their fire more strongly ,they end up to use all that very facts,reasons you refer them to,against yourself by their fake,distorted perception of truth,by their  twitched, inventory,self benefiting rules they defined for life that only are on their side by their sick minds and in the end you turn out to be the bad one ,the sick minded the cruel ,they have nothing to do with reality,truth ,morals and humanity ,they  are made up of their lies, imitations and illusions they live their lies and illusions and expect others to comply with them, in fact force them to do so and this is the problem with them ,nothing is real and right about these inferior,miserable people.
Because they ALWAYS have to be right ..They NEVER LEARN from their mistakes ..So they keep doing the same stupid things OVER AND OVER again.BUT BECAUSE IT IS NOT THEIR FAULT EVER and they THINK they are exempt from the rules that other drivers have to follow,  They keep doing the same stupid things over and over again... They are like toddlers trapped in an adult body ... If you tell them they have made a mistake it will cause a little "Temper tantrum"  They will NEVER admit they are in the wrong...  It is a big "Red flag" when you meet a new person ..The narc is Always an I never a We.... they never claim responsibility... and never admit they are wrong but will call u out even if it was months before!! Such shameful behaviour, they are so barbaric, its useless trying to correct them.The narc can be right for themselves  but seriously wrong for a kind, loving  honest human being,  rise above kind hearts, the narc can stay in their own hell ,while we live a valued life ..
They feel that their ASSUMPTIONS are ALWAYS CORRECT and they NEVER ASK QUESTIONS
The method in this madness: No questions asked means no need for input - and no input means that their beliefs aren't going to be challenged.Do so anyway, and observe them jump to their gaslighting game right away:
"You are wrong."
"Guess what, I have already figured out what's going on."
"Who has asked you?"
"You always have to be right!"
"Silly opinion."
"You should have researched that better."
And so on, and so forth...
They will go word for word for 5 hours until you’re exhausted and damn near passed out trying to reason with them. You walk away  feeling like you were just talking to a 7 year old about adult matters.
They want to be right (the last and loudest word) at the expense of being correct (a true outcome).
Why do they accuse others of “you always have to be right” only when you have an opinion?
I’m always accused of “you always have to be right” even only if I express an opinion
It's all projection. They do know that they are wrong, but instead of admitting that they are at fault, they have to shift the blame onto you so they can feel better about themselves. Remember, these games are never about you but about them.
So if they start blaming you for something, that needs to be translated as "I know that I have done that, but since I cannot admit that, I'm in desperate need of a scapegoat now, and you are the one."
The narcissist could have wronged you in the worst way possible and they'll justify it. They'll act like it's the best thing for you except, it's the worst. They act like they've done the greatest thing, whilst they wipe the blade they just pulled from your back.
Very contrary, cynical people, one minute they are hot then they turn cold. Mean/nice ongoing cycle
That's the thing isn't it, we don't want to win we just want to have a peaceful conversation or at least get on with them lol. Not possible with a narcissist, they wear us out so they can become energized.
All we want is to have a good friendly conversation but with them involved it is so impossible
It's so tricky with families some we have to just go low contact with. Keep remembering the narcissist doesn't change, they do get worse as they age and as hard as it is for us try not too take it too personal anymore, they will keep cutting you to the heart. It's almost as if they can't help it sometimes, they have a need to hurt others feelings it seems.
Always stay in reality and true never forget what they did to you forgive yourself for connecting with them, never forgive them just forgive yourself, when you do that you will find answers for everything, you don't need explanations from them all from them, it is a curse and fake you are finally free than all of them.

If you did not know yourself from within, but had made yourself up mostly from the outside without reference to your experience, you would be threatened by different views. You would be threatened not only because they are signs of separateness, but also because you would need to be assured that you made yourself up right. Controllers often tell Spellbreakers, You always have to be right, with the intention of getting them to give up their own view. If someone built his identity backwards and found out he was wrong about anything, what would happen to his identity? To the spellbound, being wrong about anything means likewise being wrong about themselves: an identity-shattering experience. Being wrong does not even seem to be an option to the Spellbound. Their unconscious assumption is, If you're right then I'd have to be wrong, and I'm not. Being right is doubly important to anyone anchored in another via a Pretend Person, because in this circumstance being right annihilates any sign of separateness. Being one up depends upon an assumption of hierarchy that one person is superior to another and therefore won't be challenged about being right.

The need to win exists only because the Spellbound, having made themselves up backwards need to prove they are right.
Controllers need to be right is even greater than his or her need to be honest.
Controllers need to win to prove themselves strong enough and able to withstand Spellbreakers.
Most controllers don't plan to control anyone. Nevertheless they do everything they can to keep their Pretend Person alive and well. When Controllers spot a sign of separateness they are angry and frightened by the appearance of an authentic person, and their response is to try to control the authentic person.
When Controllers encounter Witnesses authenticity particularly in familial relationships they begin to feel the disconnection they are trying to avoid. Consequently besides needing to be right to be one up and to preserve their identities, they need to tighten their grip. Normally when people confront difficult situations they get a grip on themselves by drawing upon their inner resources. But the Controller gets a grip within another. The Controller usually tries to accomplish this by defining the authentic person: You're just trying to get attention,  wasting time, and causing a scene.
If their first attempt to tighten their grip is resisted Controllers try even harder, being even more annihilating of the authentic person. 
People who return to a controlling relationship nearly always experience even more oppressive behavior, because the Controller re-anchors Teddy, tightening his or her grip within the Witness, making sure that Teddy won't get away again.
To feel securely anchored, the Controller must make room for the Pretend Person in the Witness's body by attempting to diminish make smaller the authentic person who resides there. You're nothing or you're a zero are the kinds of comments that reflect the Controller's desire to erase the Witness. The Controller is compelled to make sure at least in his or her pretend world that there is room for Teddy and that no one else lives within the psychic boundary of the Witness. Even though many Witnesses cling to their own reality and know that they are not really diminished, this kind of abuse in a relationship eventually takes a psychic and physical toll on the recipient.

Narcissistic Love/Take Yours From You

Narcissistic Love

They tend to be hyper sexual, always looking someone new to seduce
So they will abuse you, run to another, and try hide the awful truth
Even with Internet and phone evidence, they'll just get angry and lie
And if confronted it'll all be your fault, for the problems in their mind
They'll cry and declare their love, when there is no love, only contempt
Then look into your eyes and tell you lies, on how their night was spent
They'll give non-friends their respect, and show you the ultimate disdain
Humiliation, betrayal and stress, is just part of this traumatic game

You become another cog on the wheel, then they move on very quickly
After they have stripped you of all pride, your honour and self dignity
They will leave you feeling worthless, and place the blame at your door
Then deceive you and make you believe, you didn't see, what you saw
Underneath the seduction and charm, lie skilled masters of deception
Who possess counterfeit hearts, and crave only promiscuous attention
The roller coaster cruelty suffered, is genetically passed on to their kids
Living life like bottomless pits of emptiness, such a nasty, twisted illness

Take Yours From You

You took mine from me, I'm gonna take yours from you
And when you're crying on the floor, you'll know the war's through
I am gonna choke his little throat, til his face it turns blue
Then when Murder Was The Case, I'll be famous like Snoop
In pursuit, through the hoops that I'm gonna make you jump
For making me the Fruit-Loop, no disputing he'll get slumped
Like the mother clearly begged it, trying to ruin me for fun
They charged me like electric, so it'll be hectic when I come

Talking reckless with the tongue, will put your son in a grave
Hannibal Lecter, Red Rum, I'll put your son in a steak
I wonder if the dad will get brave, when his son's in my spliff
And if he does he best pray, to a god that don't exist
A punishment won't exist, if I shoot myself after
Though more than likely, I'll probably die from laughter
I'm the after birth, of an abortion pill that didn't work
And like I'm good with words, I'll be good at making you hurt.