Followers
Monday, 11 January 2021
Monster Magnet Tribute EP
Budgie Tribute EP
I don't need nothing I got nothing to feel for the bright one
I ain't loving you dear, running away with no one
Who do you want for your love?
I got nothing taking my time, I'm a wild one, one
And if I'd ever tried another to stay, I'll lie like a son
I don't know when who can play at the same way
Who do you want for your love?
Slowly come girl, to my bed underrated, underfed, dead!
I've been getting bad vibes living in the smoke
Try and tell you good friend but it sounds a joke
Giving up the good things changing all my ways
Meat is going bad girl, now I will be saved I wish I could be strong
Living with the good wins, that I wear them long
Now hear me calling out your name has a lesson there's a game
Don't you fool it, do it friend keep your cool girl or you're dead
Vomitous Creatures & Cretins/The Fascists Lay In Wait
Vomitous Creatures and Cretins
But ourselves we’ve allowed, what can only be now, called a moment of national shame⠀
With confederate piousness, standing tall on the Dias, armed gunman plunder our Congress⠀
When American flags, are replaced with Donald Trump flags, only now do they see how we’ve regressed⠀
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Fiery speeches, puked by lecherous leeches, the vomitous creatures and cretins⠀
Conspiracies shouted, her truth has been routed, as liberty lays raped and beaten⠀
And we would be fool, not to call this a coup, months in the making this game⠀
Too little too late, did the tech giants wait, as the country went up into flame⠀
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The police remained calm, as white men looted on, the QAnon's who feigned so much disgust⠀
At when Kaepernick kneeled, because black boys were killed, in silent protest to the unjust
They attacked freedom‘s property, then claimed that it ought to be, OK to kill black kids for the same⠀
God forbid it was Target, that might make them a target, police trigger-fingers itching to tame⠀
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Black folks died for fake $20's, for toy guns they lost plenty, 2020 our national reckoning⠀
Now in 2021, the MAGA’s have come, to the tune of Trump's pied piper beckoning⠀
And with nary a scratch, a few cans of teargas, to the terrorist attempting a coup⠀
They looted with amnesty, to democracies travesty to be white, in the red, WHITE, and blue
Law & Order/Her Eagles Head In Mourning
Law and order bellowed the most corrupt of presidents.
Law and order echoed all the throne-sniffers and sycophants.
Stop the count and stop the steal cried most constituents
Swallowing their every lie, content in their belligerence
The lying lawmakers made it known the rich need breaks on taxes
12 seditious senators subvert the People’s will all to distract us
Racist thugs descend on the cities itching for reactions
The so-called patriots-for-Christ, fascistic in their actions
And all the while pandemics raged as leaders they vacationed
The leaders golfed and played their games to America’s conflagration
They dined with golden cutlery on freedoms mutilation
And wiped their filthy lips with rags of family separation
The bread lines forms for miles and miles as good folks lost their salaries
The tech barons robbed and robbed and served up plates of empty calories
Billionaires lobbied for protections against workers and equality
While nonchalantly outsourcing their jobs with camp frivolity
The people thought the rich would let them climb inside their axis
Pretending that they cared, while they besmirched and then attacked us
Their bellies getting fatter off the lower classes taxes
Well I say eat the rich my friends, start sharpening your axes
Tuesday, 5 January 2021
Narcissism & Being Right
If you did not know yourself from within, but had made yourself up mostly from the outside without reference to your experience, you would be threatened by different views. You would be threatened not only because they are signs of separateness, but also because you would need to be assured that you made yourself up right. Controllers often tell Spellbreakers, You always have to be right, with the intention of getting them to give up their own view. If someone built his identity backwards and found out he was wrong about anything, what would happen to his identity? To the spellbound, being wrong about anything means likewise being wrong about themselves: an identity-shattering experience. Being wrong does not even seem to be an option to the Spellbound. Their unconscious assumption is, If you're right then I'd have to be wrong, and I'm not. Being right is doubly important to anyone anchored in another via a Pretend Person, because in this circumstance being right annihilates any sign of separateness. Being one up depends upon an assumption of hierarchy that one person is superior to another and therefore won't be challenged about being right.
Controllers need to be right is even greater than his or her need to be honest.
Controllers need to win to prove themselves strong enough and able to withstand Spellbreakers.
Most controllers don't plan to control anyone. Nevertheless they do everything they can to keep their Pretend Person alive and well. When Controllers spot a sign of separateness they are angry and frightened by the appearance of an authentic person, and their response is to try to control the authentic person.
When Controllers encounter Witnesses authenticity particularly in familial relationships they begin to feel the disconnection they are trying to avoid. Consequently besides needing to be right to be one up and to preserve their identities, they need to tighten their grip. Normally when people confront difficult situations they get a grip on themselves by drawing upon their inner resources. But the Controller gets a grip within another. The Controller usually tries to accomplish this by defining the authentic person: You're just trying to get attention, wasting time, and causing a scene.
If their first attempt to tighten their grip is resisted Controllers try even harder, being even more annihilating of the authentic person.
People who return to a controlling relationship nearly always experience even more oppressive behavior, because the Controller re-anchors Teddy, tightening his or her grip within the Witness, making sure that Teddy won't get away again.
To feel securely anchored, the Controller must make room for the Pretend Person in the Witness's body by attempting to diminish make smaller the authentic person who resides there. You're nothing or you're a zero are the kinds of comments that reflect the Controller's desire to erase the Witness. The Controller is compelled to make sure at least in his or her pretend world that there is room for Teddy and that no one else lives within the psychic boundary of the Witness. Even though many Witnesses cling to their own reality and know that they are not really diminished, this kind of abuse in a relationship eventually takes a psychic and physical toll on the recipient.
Narcissistic Love/Take Yours From You
They tend to be hyper sexual, always looking someone new to seduce
So they will abuse you, run to another, and try hide the awful truth
Even with Internet and phone evidence, they'll just get angry and lie
And if confronted it'll all be your fault, for the problems in their mind
They'll cry and declare their love, when there is no love, only contempt
Then look into your eyes and tell you lies, on how their night was spent
They'll give non-friends their respect, and show you the ultimate disdain
Humiliation, betrayal and stress, is just part of this traumatic game
You become another cog on the wheel, then they move on very quickly
After they have stripped you of all pride, your honour and self dignity
They will leave you feeling worthless, and place the blame at your door
Then deceive you and make you believe, you didn't see, what you saw
Underneath the seduction and charm, lie skilled masters of deception
Who possess counterfeit hearts, and crave only promiscuous attention
The roller coaster cruelty suffered, is genetically passed on to their kids
Living life like bottomless pits of emptiness, such a nasty, twisted illness