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Wednesday 19 August 2020

Beholden To Enemies

Beholden To Enemies

I drown into a pool of despair I am now made to feel fucking worthless and dead
Pills and alcohol to medicate the pain to stop the echoing voices within my head
I do not care about the world outside its fucked up and broken beyond recognition
Cannot stand the self absorbed and self indulged nothing but a piss poor system
Beholden to my fucking enemies as my arms are bleeding and fucking lacerating
Beholden to my fucking enemies I do not care any more as I cease the will to live

You want to rule the world so that everyone follows your fucked up marching orders
Who died and made you the king just so you can cause disorder and give no quarter
I do not care about the world outside its fucked up and broken beyond recognition
Cannot stand the self absorbed and self indulged nothing but a piss poor system
Beholden to my fucking enemies as my arms are bleeding and fucking lacerating
Beholden to my fucking enemies I do not care any more as I cease the will to live

The pain is never ending and its bringing me down within its fucking insanity
Asking myself within the pus and maggots ceasing to be and the will to live
The pain is never ending and its bringing me down within its fucking insanity
Asking myself within the pus and maggots ceasing to be and the will to live
Here where the lonely hooting owl sends forth his midnight moans
Fierce wolves shall o’er my carcass growl or buzzards pick my bones
No fellow-man shall learn my fate or where my ashes lie
Unless by beasts drawn round their bait or by the ravens’ cry

Mindless humans seeking some kind of comfort onto the brink of their selfish starvation
Spoilt and pathetic because they think that their love is useful to their own despotism 
I do not care about the world outside its fucked up and broken beyond recognition
Cannot stand the self absorbed and self indulged nothing but a piss poor system
Beholden to my fucking enemies as my arms are bleeding and fucking lacerating
Beholden to my fucking enemies I do not care any more as I cease the will to live

I drown into a pool of despair I am now made to feel fucking worthless and dead
Pills and alcohol to medicate the pain to stop the echoing voices within my head
I do not care about the world outside its fucked up and broken beyond recognition
Cannot stand the self absorbed and self indulged nothing but a piss poor system
Beholden to my fucking enemies as my arms are bleeding and fucking lacerating
Beholden to my fucking enemies I do not care any more as I cease the will to live

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